How My Days Are A Suckfest

So like it was a few months back im outta work again , only difference is , its entirely my fault.
yeah sure accidents happen , punching walls aint an accident, nothing good comes from it, not even the mark i left on the way, it didnt calm me down , nostalgia calmed me down in the end think back when i was younger and didnt know much, and way im rambling, Xbox live has become a savior in someways and a drainer in others, i can talk to some of my friends who cant or wont always come out and do shit, be its a hindrance in the sense i only play late at night, because to talk i only can play late at night, but this results in the next day, i miss most of it and at times i say to myself ive got nothing better to do, but i really have got tonnes of better thing i could do then spend the day in bed, worst thing was the day it all happend i was feeling great, planning on goin back to the gym , fuck after getting the all clear on my old injury i went home and started doing weights, i dunno for me and lots of other people its pretty theraputic i think , i used to love a late night work out then wake up do some more weights, i didnt get big or anything just felt better, but now im doin it one handed and half assed one handed. also this sleeping in is fucking up my diet, im gonna have to get my shit together. so idecided to make my own variation on a To-Do list , Its the To-Possibly-Do list here it goes
To-Possibly-Do-List
1- Get Healthier (easy enough ive started)
2-Make Other Arrangements with Regards my job.
3-Find A Way Of Doing More Regular Vocal Practice( im sucking harded than ever)
4-Get Fit Again.
5-Become Less Self Centered
6-Sort Out Some Sort Of Sleeping Pattern
7-Less Fucking Internet, ive realised i dont need it theres certain ties to it but there superficial,not all is bad actually quite the opposite but its just unnessacary for me.
8-Sort Out Some Priorities(more on this at a later date)